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I just had the fight of all fights with my mother and my grandmother and I feel like shit now, and partly because, as usual, I took things too far. I don't need this, I should be relaxing now after last week... I'm so shaken now, I feel the need to write and get my mind off it. But then again, I should go to sleep cause I really need that. I guess I'll just try to fall asleep and if I can't I'll get up and write...

What's worse, someone who knows they're stubborn but doesn't want to back down or someone who is in denial about their own stubborness?